I guess I just survived the hurricane of a girl. I've been counting blessings more often than the troubles. Whatever happened a few weeks back at work,i just hope it'll make me stronger. Trying so hard not to drown in my own storm sometimes.

I want to be the person who sees how the morning light touches your face while you're still sleeping peacefully. I want to hold your hand. I want to take silent walks with you whenever we don't even need to talk. I loved the totality of your person but I don't like me anymore. I know that loss is bound to happen but I just can't get the fear out of my head. You might think I'm departing because I don't want to lose you. That is partly true. But really,I am leaving because I am losing me. I wish you the best in life. Truly,I do.Nothing would make me happier even if I am no longer part of your happiness. Make music. Live the life you want to live. You deserve nothing less than genuine happiness. Maybe you'll meet a person worthy of you. And maybe I'll meet someone worthy of me too. Maybe someday,we'll meet again and realise that we are always meant to be but we just met when the timing was not right. Maybe we could try again.And we can finally take that walk.

I've been hearing voices lately at night. Sometimes,it tells me to let go. I know I'm on my own now. With nothing else. No one else.

Heartbreaks after heartbreaks.

If I'm sincere today,what does it matter if I regret it tomorrow?

I don't need water to feel like i'm drowning.

i wish we were still singing this song at the top of our lungs..and not caring about anything else in the world.

I aim to be lion-hearted,but my hands still shake and my voice is not loud enough.

falling in love's so hard

My head's underwater but I'm breathing...fine.

I think I need a quieter day so I am not going to turn on any electronics or open a book tomorrow. Just focus on being present.

I'm just gonna be like a bowl of udon noodles..still breathing fine,underwater.